Difficult to love

It's easy to love someone

who already loves you,

even if between you

are heavens and earth.

And how much harder

it is to love someone

who doesn't love you,

even if he stands

right beside you.

When you experience this someday,

then you will finally know

how hard it was for me

to love you...

Is it bad or good?

Through time and distance 

I still remember you

'cause I never got a chance

to be with you

and I don't know

is it bad or good.

Through births and deaths

I will remember you

'cause I couldn't ever 

get or forget you

and I don't know

is it bad or good.

All That I Need

I don't need attention

but simplicity

I don't need admiration

but sincerity

I don't need a performance

but discovery

I don't need treasure

but eternity

All that I need

will come itself

like a seed

with a flower...

Do You Remember?

Do you remember
how to miss someone?
Do you remember
how to kiss someone?
Do you remember
how to lose someone?
Do you remember
how to be alone again?

Inside my little world

I don't know yet, am I a boy or a girl?

What color is my skin and hair?

I don't know yet, 

are my eyes blue or brown,

or maybe gray at all?

I don't even know,

what’s my age,

length or weight

and so on...

My only joy is that,

I'm here right now.

Inside my little world,

where you're around...

I have any idea,

maybe someone left you or raped

and I'm unwanted by whom

you detest and hate.

I have no idea,

maybe it was just fun

for one night

and you can't give up

the freedom you want.

I have any idea,

maybe it's a question about

your life or death

and you have to make

a choice of what is right.

But my only reason is that,

I'm here right now.

Inside my little world,

where you're around...

In your world you have

law and human rights

and more than a million reasons

to let me die...

While, in my little world

I have no law or human rights

and only one reason to survive – 

your love...

So, my only guilt is that,

I'm here right now.

Inside my little world,

where you're around

and whatever you decide

I love you, mom...

The Promise

As long as you love me,
I promise to be with you.
Maybe one day,
if you don't feel the same,
I'll let you go.
'Cause I want you
to be happy,
with or without me.

The Green In Your Eyes...

The green in your eyes

is like a forest lake,

and looking at them

is so nice.

The green in your eyes

just makes me feel

like I'm sleeping

in a glade.

The green in your eyes

fills me with dreams:

you and me,

love around...

I have feelings for you...

I have feelings for you

and I don't know

how to show them

to you...

I have feelings for you

and I don't know

why I can't say

I love you...

I have feelings for you

and I don't know

what to do with them,

without you...

I can't stop loving you

 














I thought I got over you
and it wasn't true
I can stop adoring you
I can stop hating you
but I can't stop loving you

I thought I got over you
and it wasn't true
I can stop remembering you
I can stop forgetting you
but I can't stop knowing you

I thought I got over you
and it wasn't true
I can stop living for you
I can stop dying for you
but I can't stop being for you

I don't love you anymore...

I don't love you anymore
not like before
all this was wrong

I really didn't know
what love is at all

All what I feel now

can describe

with one word -
compassion

I don't love you anymore
not like before

all is upside down
I really like it now
whatever it is at all

All what I feel now

is innocent
and deeply pure
compassion...

You don't know me at all...

 















You never knew me at all
I was never the perfect one
that you could have found in life
to serve your ego
illusions and faith

You don't even know me now
I'm not the perfect one
that you made in your mind
to satisfy your desires
wishes and likes

You'll never know me at all
I'm not the perfect one
you'll miss till end of your life
with pain of loss
and useless fight

You don't know me at all...

I've had enough...

I've had enough
of saying that I'm OK
if I'm sad
I've had enough
of saying I'm fine
if I feel bad
I've had enough
of smiling
if I want to cry
I've had enough
of being someone
who I'm not at all
I've had enough
of saying good words
if I want to shout:
Go to hell!
I want to be
as I am
with good
and bad

I just want to be
as I am
I just want to be 
honest with myself...

I thought it's you...

I thought it's you
but I was wrong
it was just a shadow
and for now it's gone

I thought it's love
but I was wrong
it was just a passion
and for now it's gone

I thought it's forever
but I was wrong
it was just a moment
and for now it's gone

I thought it's you
but I was wrong...

You are too beautiful to be a real...

You are too beautiful to be a real
beyond of that I can describe
suddenly standing in front of me
quite close to me...

You are too beautiful to be a real
shadows of the night fade away,
air glows around you like in love
with you my Sweet...

You are too beautiful to be a real
I'm afraid to close my eyes
and touch as you may disappear
like a morning mist...

You are too beautiful to be a real
and my heart stops beating
when I see you're approaching to me
with innocent childlike smile...

You are too beautiful to be a real
when you reach your hand to me
I doubt it, before I feel
you are so real...

Yes or No

If you can't say Yes,
then say No
because Maybe is
the worst case!
 
Maybe will give
some hope
and finally you
can't say Nope.

So, if you can't say Yes,
just say No!

How can someone be so fool enough?

 

















I was fool enough
to assess you outside
by the eyebrow arch
and pretty lip line

I was fool enough
to strictly measure you
with worldly gauge
overpriced and overpaid

I was fool enough
to continually search you
from the external stuff
full of illusions and bluff

How can someone be
so fool enough?

Love Letter

I don't want to be
just one of them
you date
I want to be the one
in your heart

I don't want to be
just one of them
you see
I want to be the one
you  feel

I don't want to be
just one of them
you care
I want to be the one
who is dear

I don't want to be
just one of them
you dream
I want to be the one
who is real

Soulmate

I don't want a thing
what you don't want

When you're smiling
then I'm smiling
When you're crying
then I'm crying
I'm your reflection
your repercussion

I want what you want...

Unconditional

You can meditate
without lotus posture
You can pray
without kneeling
You can find God
without religions

Only the human mind
sets conditions
not God

I'm not the one you can see with eyes

I'm not the one
you can see
with eyes
I'm not these
hands and lips and eyes

I'm the one
who gives them power
to experience itself

I'm not the one
you can see
with eyes
I'm the one
who sees and tastes and feels

I'm the one
and the same
who belongs to itself

Just a game

I play with life
like a child
who is playing
with bubbles

I play with death
like a child
who is playing
hide and seek

I play with myself
like a child
who is playing
guessing game

I play with you
like a child
no offence
it's just a game...